I don't know

Why I don't feel anymore. I'm growing more and more dead. Pretty soon
ill be a zombie.

I don't feel for him, and I don't feel for myself.

"It hurts the same when noone knows." - Marianas Trench

Im

Waiting for this day to be over, I lost my atm card and spend $100 from
savings. I need a better job and can't seem to get one. I still feel
worthless and nothing means anything to me anymore. And hasn't for a
long time. I'm tired of complaining so I plan to keep quiet until I die.
So far away, so fucking far away. I regret everything.