So I just fixed the font color, SORRY WORLD! It crossed over from my other blog...sorry again! Nothing great so far. But I did just try my aunt's "simply white" stuff. Taste nasty, and I didn't eat yet so I'll have to put it on again! Uggh!

Anywayz, I'm supposed to be helping Zakiya with her home work, so imma go now. But Paul wont talk to me...Is his comp. glitching??

wow, this girl/guy is strange. Turns out that they might have a crappier life than me!! Is it possible??! A new episode of John Doe is comming on tonight! Imma watch it! (p.s. I ended up watching some other movie...)

This girl/guy (I can't remember) is pissin me off. But I guess it's my turn to lend a shoulder. Imma hear her/him out now, see ya!

Today I had a huge argument with steinburg . That's my ugly, old, senail, digusting, perverted music teacher. He refuses to sign my drop card, and I'm gonna tell my guideance counceler about him. He's so disgusting, being near him makes me sick to my stomach. I think he's a pedophile too....Anyhoom, I almost cried twice at school, once beacause I was so mad at that teacher, and again on the train platform when I saw John. Why does'nt he like me anymore? I'm totaly stuck on him and I don't want to be! Arg! ut he's sooooooo cute! And He likes my drawings...He thinks Im smart, and he called me an artist! He does airbrushings! This was all last year, now suddenly, he wont even look at me in the halls..what's going on here? I bet Imma smile and act goofy if he ever talks to me again, instead of being mad at him like I should. But I guess that's how crushes are...but it's me that's getting crushed...:(

I looked Secksaaay today! (errr...?) But noone payed any attention to me. poo....I'm on at my Aunt's again, haha! I cut my last class to get here early, bad me!

Lemme tell you peeps about my day yesterday.Okay, the night b4, my mom goes like "here" and hands me $2 she told me not to show Chanda. I was like, "oh boy...$2, how ever will I spend all of this?" I had to stay after for a college now thing...oh GOD was it boring! Math, but at least the guy teaching is nice. The class is teeny tiny tho. He says if more peeps don't come, the class wont be avle to...er...stay aeound. I hope that happens but I need that regent to get my diploma next year...I'M GRADUATING NEXT YEAR!!WOO HOO! Then I can get my ass out of this shity state. I thing I've gotta go B4 that tho.... There was this really cute guy in the class too, I think he was a senior, and I guess he thought I was purty too, but noone at that school likes me, and I guess he didn't want anyone to se him talking to me, so he asked me to hold his form thing. We had to fill out these applications w/ all our info, name, # and whatnot. He could have taken it with him. I guess he was hoping I'd read his name, or try to call him. No luck, I might have but I was feeling sucky b-cause I could have gone home at 1:30 like I normaly would. Anyway, I sat a couple of rows away from him and he kept looking at me. You can always tell when a guy likes you when he angles his body to you and trys to look better than he is! Buuuuut, I didn't want to get into that, since I was feelin' down and all.But he was a hottie and I'll see him every tuesday an' thursday. Omg, I saw John yesterday too! I've only seen him twice since school started. I don't think I ever talked about him here. But any way, we almost had a thing last year, but again with the whole" I don't want my friends to know" shit, so I started to avoid him. I convinced my brain that I hated him for being so mean to me, but when I saw him yesterday I just stopped in the midddle of the hall and stared after him. It's a good thing he didn't see me, I would have died.Arg! Why do all the guys I like hate me? lol, I like some guy in my histiry class too, I think he likes me too, or at least the way I look::wink wink::, but I think he's a sophmore, I wouldn't date a guy younger than me, i dunno why.....I think I've typed too much, but who cares??!

Okay, so I'm writing a revenge spell, don't raise your eyebrows yet! It's not a "mean" none, persay...Just sending Karma back. And It's a fuck load of it too...For my mother. For fucking up my life sine the day I was born....mabey my day too! Wait! I should do it on him...mabey just him...or just her...I'll end up doing both...I was going to do it on the full moon this saturday, but that doesn't leave me much time too look up "kail ma"(the dark mother?), I should do it on a new moon, right? Mabey on a night with no moon if I'm using a "dark mother".....Oh welll, I gotta go get dressed, feed the birds, comb my hair, empty my bookbag, feed myself, kiss chanda, and get off to school...did I mention that I have to stay until 5 even tho I get out at 1:30...I feel bad about copying and pasting but I'm short on time. I better get my ass out of here, I gots chemistry A band(1st pr), and he's apain in the ass. Did you know that he gave a test...at test in the first 10 mins so that if you were late, you'd fail???1 Well, he did. I was late ...a lil but I'da failed it anyway. Because I skipped last fri, during lab dsay, and most of what was on the test was on that stupid day. My best friend got beat up by a senior and she didn't even tell me. I feel like crap. Gotta go now, bite the world.....

Okay, I snuck on at my aunt Rose's house but I have to go pick up the runts..mail me tooo! @ mightyhelix@aol.com or furryneko@hotmail.com, k? LOOOOOVE you all!

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Okies, today I:
1.went to the llibrary with the lil' folk
2. went to the store twice for diablo(mom)
3. Cleaned until my hands were raw
I want to run away soooo badly but I'm aaaall alone in the world! Noone would ever want me, I guess I'm just that annoying or something.I'm tired of writing so imma go dream of a life I'll never have now. BYE!

Sup world. Sorry for not posting sooner buuuuut...U know how it is! I goota go as you can see it's 6 :00 in da morn! I gotta go eat and feeed the biiiiiirds. Oh, and get dressed too! No school on monday cause of some jewish holiday...But..I'm not Jewish....or anything else...welll...at least it's a day off! Check oooooout :
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dot NET not com......k?

I got added to Roxanne's group blog...I love her! And not in that sick way, she's my fav. person in the world! it's www.depressedmantarays.blogspot.com

Nothing special happened today, I feel happy tho...Still didn't locate the Stew Pot. (group blog) it's up tho... www.dumbminds.blogspot.com

Okay, Looks like blogger finaly deleted that group blog I was making. I have to get Roxanne to send me that invite then. It's so early in the morning and I wanted to post. So far, the new things are that the baby bird Yesterday was taken home with my cuz Akeem last night. The green baby was put in it's new cage last night and all the birds have been moved to the basement. I miss them singing at night and I hope they aren't scared/ I gotta go eat and feed the birds, so bye!

Okay I got invited to Roxanne's blog but the thing isn't working right. I'll let her know I guess.

Oh, by the way, my archive totaly fucked up and now the only ones you can see is the most recent ones. I can't upload the old ones but This'll have to do..... And sorry about the size of the font, I can't change it....

Okay, today was fun! But last night Zakiya and Adriana and Laqisha kept comming in and bothering me Chanda and Akeem. They were retaliating because we were calling Laquisha musty. ::shrug:: I'm going to make a group blog for me and Roxanne.

I just went to neopets and my shop is a mess. Something's wrong with their server that's making my html wonk out. Whaaaaaatever.

I feel so detached today. Kids at school still call me "that girl". And I'm so depressed about the whole future thing. I guess my imparement is supposed to keep me from getting too attached to anyone. I guess It's for the best. The whole human population can't live forever. So far today, I feel like this:

and this:


But anyhoo, I've got to wash my hair for this week, I've got (yuck!) dandruff!

Well school starts tomorrow and I've been online so many times in the past few days. More than I thought I would. Akeem's here and Adriana too . They're my cousins. I feel sooo:


(naked) I only got one new pair of pants and a couple of shirts. I DONOT want to be a repeat. (someone who wears last years clothes a whole year later...ALL year) Well, Imma try to get hosted so Bye!